1. Never flirt when you know you're taken
2. Never fall in love to others, stay in love with your partner
3. Never lie
4. Never go out without your partner's permission
5. Never go out for a date with another person
6. Never do things that will hurt your partner
7. Never stay quiet, say your feelings when you're hurting
8. Never call or text a person when you know your partner would be jealous
9. Never kiss or hug with another person romantically.
10. Never give out promises you can't keep.

As I was waiting for my S.O. in Starbucks, I tried using my 1 hour wisely in there and started writing and doing some parts of my final research. When I was done, I started thinking of what to post next in my blog and our project blog The Bi Culture, a starbucks Venti size cup on my table suddenly caught my attention. It wasn't mine, it was left by the customer before me. What really caught my attention was the writing on it that said,

"The way I see it #43 My only regret about being gay is that I repressed it for so long. I surrendered my youth to the people I feared when I could have been out there loving someone. Don't make that mistake yourself. Life's too damn short. -Armistead Maupin (novelist)

I have heard people say over and over again to live life to the fullest because life is short? But it keeps me pondering how short really is life? Or the more difficult question how will you live your life to the fullest?

Well, I know based on experience that the fullest doesn't really mean wealthiest, or being the most successful. So how do you really define fullest?

I totally agree with Philosopher Hitori that men tends to act like babies when they are sick. When flu struck me this few days, my S.O. said I was acting like a baby expecially when I waahhh (baby cry) and eeehhhh. I also asked for so many hugs and curled up in bed. My ex also helped, especially with the mild tea with honey and some other meds. They took care of me and it was the fastest recovery I had.

Maybe it was a way of saying that men also misses their childhood where they are always taken care of, and less pressure is given to them to perform well. Where things doesn't seem to matter and little things do not bother us. Whatever that means, it's nice to have somebody to take care of us aside from ourselves.

I cannot believe it and it only sink in to me this morning when I woke up and my sister said she can't wait till monday to tell her classmates that they we're wrong in thinking PCU will win. We actually won, the moment is so surreal. I did not go to araneta but instead watched live on cable cheering with my sister and grandma. Just when it is about 4 minutes or so, the cable just turned off. Talk about nervousness when the other team was catching up with us and I can only get updates from my friends watching it live. But after all the jittery and nervousness, we won by a mere 1 point. Well, winner take all, we're the champions. I actually saw the end to the title drought, I never expected it will be during my college days.

Sorry I've been out of the scene lately. I'm down with a flu. Anyway I'm feeling better now. Today is the biggest game in the NCAA, well it's championship. It's kinda scary thinking this is make or break. I decided not to watch the game early thursday, I would just rest my throat and recover from flu. I can watch it on tv, but I want to watch it live but I don't have tickets. Hehehe. It's weird, in the past, when I have decided, I won't have second thoughts, now, I always kinda like it with open choices.

So much to do but I am so lazy to start them. I could have finished 2 chapters by now. Sheess.

Tomorrow is such a big day for San Beda. The Red Lions will be attempting to end the 28 year title drought in the NCAA. So many are watching and too bad I do not have a ticket. Well, I had the chance to buy a ticket, but it's for upper B and I don't want to watch live from that high up.

Well, I'll try my luck buying a ticket for upper A tomorrow, if not, then it's not meant to be. I hope can spend time with my S.O. instead. Goodluck to the team anyway.

Wheew, I can finally see the final projects taking form. My classmate and I were discussing the subjects and probable professors next sem and I'm thinking that it's going to be tough and twice more stressful. That's kinda cool and challenging. Hehehe.

Friends are treasures in life. We put them in a chest and keep them. They contribute to the sound we are making in our life, to make our life more meaningful and we make a beautiful music out of it.

Some contribute sounds that will help us create classic musicals, those that are never forgotten and will always be there. While others create a big sound scene, one that will change the music of your life forever, especially its genre. Others offer a different kind of sound, one that is unfamiliar yet very enticing to listen to. But some are just plain noise.

Some make noise with their plastic faces, these are the people who, I don't for what reason, treat everybody like his/her friend but deep inside he/she really hates her. While some are T.H. or trying hard, they rang their noises up so loud because they want to be in your symphony. There are others who do not make noise but instead like to stick their noses in your music sheet and intrudes your privacy which is none of their monkey business.

In this life, keep your ears open and focus on your music sheet. Make the best out of the sounds and ignore the noises. Learn how to sort sounds and noises, and you will hear for yourself, the musical of your life.

Somethings are really inconsistent... Like the next questions I'm going to throw, it will always get an answer of it depends.

Is less more? Or is it really the more the merrier?

Is excess better than lacking? Or really everything that is excess is bad?

Is it really love with all your heart? Or leave some for yourself?

As I was browsing through one of my favorite blogs, Philosopher Hitori, I suddenly saw in the link section, Bino vs Geno, and that links to my page! Cool! Such an honor to be put there.

But as I ponder, is really Bino against Geno? Do they live in a love-hate relationship? Maybe, maybe not. Hmmm...

I guess they have their own specialty... Like paper covers rock, rock invulnerable to scissors and scissors cut paper. No one is better than the other, they are all strong to one and weak to another. That is why they are forever together. To compliment each other.

Just like us. Through experience, continuous learning and growing, we learn to cover up our mistakes or things we don't want to see, but through obstacles and problems and sometimes be strong to face our fears and life itself.

Every little but of trait of personality in us, is ours, you may hate it, love it, despise it or cherish it. It is your own. It will always be you. What's the sense of being another and losing yourself? Be your own self, protect your privacy and have your personal sytle.

Wheeew... Just finished my part on the research paper. Well, I was supposed to post this earlier or yesterday but just too tired to do so. Came from Batangas for a field trip supposedly about art and church architecture. The Taal Basilica, a church we visited is the biggest church in Asia. Well all in all it was not bad, even though I came home drained, my ipod battery was drained, so do my cellphone's and even my energy. Sheess, and I really want to poo when on the way home.

Have you noticed that it is getting harder and harder to receive and send text without delay especially with Globe? Hellooo? Are we going back to the prehistoric age? Come on exec of Globe! Do something! (I have a theory they are doing this deliberately for us not to use unlimitxt) Hehe.

Yey, i'm going to watch the game tomorrow. San Beda vs PCU, start of a best of three finals. Hope we win.

What else to say? Hmm, nevermind...

Today is such a hectic day for my vocal cords as I reported on 2 classes. Anyway, I pulled it off perfectly. It was a nice day all in all. I was happy when I wen't to school and so far, all is good and everything is sweet and romantic.

Well, that doesn't erase the fact that there are still things that needed to be done. Shoot. I don't know where to start, but I really want to finish the things that needed to be finished. Maybe I'll start with the testing profile and finish the results in research, after that, I'll start with the final paper for research.

My, it just sink in on me now that we're going to Batangas on Saturday. For the cultural heritage tour and team building. I don't know why some people are so unprofessional that they let their personal life and problems get in the way of their normal function in work and school. I had problems but I leave them on the right places.

Why would you collide your head with some else just because you're dizzy with your lame life? Go bother somebody else and go with yourself to province Q. Bore somebody else with your questions. You don't schedule another trip on the same day as a official trip.

When will people grow up and learn these things? Sheesss.

I'm feeling my obsessive-compulsiveness again. I feel like there are tons of work to do, well there really are, but I haven't done anything really big at the end of the day. But come to think of it, despite having so much to do, my kick-ass time management is still at work. I mean, I still have time to do all my school works, my job, spend time with my s.o., and still enjoy.

I am slowly returning to my previous state before all the sh*t happened. I'm gonna rebuild myself and be me again. I see that Geno alone cannot handle it so I'm calling back also Bino from Pluto. Anyway, hmmm, I forgot what to say....

Squidward Johannsen Tentacles is a fictional character in the Nickelodeon animated television series SpongeBob SquarePants. Although his name suggests that he is a squid, he is actually (officially) an octopus, and also a bit of a sourpus. Stephen Hillenburg, creator of SpongeBob SquarePants, says Squidward is a rare type of octopus that only have six legs and are blue-green.

Squidward's character is a complex bundle of adult failings and successes, and, like the show, presents a rich social commentary. There is much to dislike about Squidward, and yet he is ultimately endearing. While his failings are of his own making, he is also a victim of modern society.

Outwardly, he in fact shows signs of modest success: he lives in a nice, well-tended house, with no signs of slothfulness, and finds plenty of time to lead an active, involved life. Not conscious of his failings, he acknowledges them subconsciously by his outsized sarcasm. All of his most famous and most quotable lines are sarcastic.

He is well-educated, knows his history, and has a strong anti-capitalist bent. At work, he is not only careless, sloppy and lazy, but even occasionally engages in Marxist, labor-party sloganeering. In the episode "Squid on Strike", he organizes a worker's strike at the Krusty Krab, replete with talk of "the proletariat", working-class oppression, protest techniques and organization. He even incites labor unrest, resulting in the destruction of the Krusty Krab.

In the end, Squidward finds a way of redeeming himself. He has various endearing traits, and, despite himself, often manages to keep an open mind. In the episode "Squidville", he moves to a town filled with his own peers, other squids who share his tastes and outlook on life. Here, he is forced to face how boring and oppresive his desired lifestyle really is, and he is able to ultimately break free of its bonds with a bit of inspired silliness.

Squidward is a complex character, and offers much to learn from and can be quite repulsive if he is annoyed.


There are amazing things on squidward, often misunderstood and always serious about life. Obviously he does not enjoy his life because he does not have the chance to pursue and be successful in his passion. In one episode where he made fun of Spongebob and the latter got hurt, he was damned and said why is it that when I have fun it's wrong?

Most of us have probably been pushed to a life we do not want, a body we do not wish for and the you you despise. We are all struggling with what we have. Life has its way of surprising us. Life is always unfair, and in this situation, it is best not to compare and just be satisfied.

Life will always be ruthless to you, your relationships and even your dreams. We just have to outsmart it and sharpen our senses to avoids bumps along the way, every once in a while check the systems to keep them running smoothly and ofcourse if there's damage, do damage control.

Tonight I can write...



We discussed this poem by Neruda on World Literature today. Such sentimental poem, too bad I cannot relate anymore. I was more struck with what the professor has said. Hehe..

I hate group works, it just gives freeloaders advantage and stirs up f***ing superiority complex on some other so-so students. Just get it done on time and no more talks!

Well some people are misinterpreting my posts, partly glad that people take time to read this blog.

Please visit the blog we have created for our theology project. The Bi Culture talks all about bisexuals. No this is not a pornographic site. It's a site for giving factual information on them, their lifestyle and especially the real them.

Please help us by giving comments to the posts and give suggestions, comments and opinions. You can also email us if you want to help with the research and documentary. Help in any way would be appreciated greatly.

There's so much to do and only so many hours in day. It just sinked in to me that there are so many things to do for the finals. To be exact, there's a project on Art Apreciation and Lay Apostolate, both requiring so much energy and time, and it's not even major subjects.

In the majors, a profile compilation on testing and a research paper on research methods. I know it's all possible to be done for first week of october but I'm feeling my o.c. again. I feel like so tired and so many things to do but in reality I am not doing anything. I'm already feeling tired just thinking about it.

But I'm happy that it's making me busy. It keeps me from thinking the non-essentials. And it just makes me depressed. And it also challenges my time management skills, which I think is kiss-ass great. But despite all these, some thoughts still creeps into my mind. Just because I'm missing someone.

Today was supposed to be a big day for the Red Lions, our basketball team, but I couldn't watch it live. I was suppossed to watch it with someone but for some reason, it didn't push through. It will just make me sad to watch it with someone else. And all with other games I have watched live, our team loses, so maybe the games wasn't for me. Maybe not this time.

But I know it's all just coincidence and I shouldn't associate the games with one person that will make me not enjoy the excitement and fun in cheering and joining the school spirit. Maybe I will watch in the finals. After all, it's also a final test for me, to end these jittery within me and learn to let go.

In the end, our team won today. I was skeptical at first because we were really behind and the rivals are really good. I did not even watch the first 3 quarters, only try to hear it from the TV speakersand get busy with something else. It is only when I started to watch it in the fourth quarter and hear my lil sister shouting more often that I realized they were catching up. In fact, the other team got really rusty with their moves and their coach kicked out of the court.

Maybe impossible really is nothing. Maybe be a little hope to hold to won't hurt and perseverance really pays.

What irks me the most these days is when people lambast call center agents and nursing students or majors, just because its gaining popularity and many people seek hope in these areas of professions. What annoys me more is that these people are usually no more than regular employees or worse not even employed. Simply put, they are just jealous.

I believe that being a call center agent is also a job one should be proud of. Not to mention the billion dollars additional revenue for the Philippines. It's not a so-so job that does not require thinking, they are not merely answering machines but real people living real lives. Call center job is not a light job but rather a challenging job considering they are breaking bones during wee hours. They deserve our utmost respect for doing their share of not being social burden.

I would hear many comments now on nursing, that they study how to wash hands, arrange the bed, wash the privates of others, follow the doctor and those are the only things they know. Obviously, NOT, Nursing for me is a very noble job of taking care of others. They do not just follow mindlessly, rather, nursing is a profession of its own.

Going out of the country would never lessen your being a Filipino, on the other hand, it will showcase how Filipinos are dedicated to work and their care to other people.

Let's just try to be supportive of one another and throw away that crab mentality. Be happy for others and certainly, you will see good things.

I am proud to say that I am a certified Yahoo-an. I've been with Yahoo since 1998 and have been using my yahoo email since then. During that time, there really few services and there's no messenger. Anyway, I remember little about yahoo that time.

But it's totally different now, so many useful services and I really like it. In fact, hundreds of services with local version in many countries. It is also my first choice in search engines. I rarely use google.

Yahoo actually started in 1994 as 'Jerry and David's guide to the world wide web' until it became the acronym for 'Yet Another Hierarchical Officious Oracle'. In 1995, it officially became a business and has grown ever since.

Today, Yahoo! Inc. is a leading global Internet communications, commerce and media company that offers a comprehensive branded network of services to more than 345 million individuals each month worldwide. As the first online navigational guide to the Web, www.yahoo.com is the leading guide in terms of traffic, advertising, household and business user reach. Yahoo! is the No. 1 Internet brand globally and reaches the largest audience worldwide. (Y!Media Relations)

I have been with them for 8 out of their 12 years existence. Until now, I have nothing to complain in terms of their services, well, maybe rarely some petty site errors but what the hell. I have my homepage now set in Yahoo and I am not planning to change it for a very long time. Well done and more power. Yahooooo!

PS: Now that I have given you some background, why don't you research on what a yahoo means?

I just watched The Devil wears Prada and I swear it's simply Superb.

Meryl Streep and Anne Hathaway exceeded my expectations on them and they've done it fabulously. I'll give it 4.5 out of 5 stars.

Gives some really insightful thoughts on work and relationship. I have always believed that having money, fame and power will never really make you happy, so do fancy clothes, big house and nice cars, in the end, all that will matter if you have the right relationships and true people you can count on and most of all, if you can truly say to yourself, I am proud of myself because I am me.

I'm sorry if my posts seems like high school made. The last post, I made it before going to bed and I'm so sleepy but I want to post it because I will forget it. I do not proof read my posts that's why sometimes there are typo errors. I type very fast and not exactly that accurate. If you find something please tell me, thanks.

I have not seen someone so stupid than my sister. She is like just pure hot air with clothes. It will be a headache just to talk to her. She's so dumb you would swear that if ants could talk, they would debate on who has more brains, a plant or her.

OMG, she doesn't know how to use a computer. Maybe most of the first borns are really like that, stupid, they just want everything to be there and they'll just take whatever's in front of them. I talked to many people and we all agree to this. Very typical to 3 children families. I don't what's with first borns, they can't seem to be the first, they just follow mindlessly. Atleast for my case.

And talk about identity confusion! How could someone so imbecile and inutile like her accuse me of having identity confusion? I know myself very much thank you. I know myself to the bones, I know what I want, what I hate, what I like and especially who I am. I will never bow down to mediocrity and social conforming just because everybody does it.

It's her that should be thinking bout identity. Who is she anyway? Who is the one changing herself just to marry someone rich? Bowing to pressure just because she wants to be accepted? Isn't it that if you don't know yourself, that's the time you want to win everyone's acceptance? Why would someone suddenly like chinese songs if she don't even understand a thing or two? How can trying to excel and mediocrity be one? How long could someone cover up all the stupidity, knowledgelessness?

Please be reminded that someone who knows himself actually doesn't care about being liked, it's about liking yourself. I will never sacrifice my own identity just for the sake of marrying someone rich. Unlike others, I decide on my life especially who I will marry or like. Also remember, you can always make alibi but never will you escape your own self for not knowing.

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